Both hands on the wheel

What the drive was for

Chapter 17 · 2 min read

There's a belief under the belief that the drive is dead time. It says twenty minutes in a car with nothing to do is twenty minutes lost, and the phone recovers it. That's the same belief that fills every queue, every advert break and every walk to the shop, and the book Bored is fine is about what it costs in general. Here it costs something specific.

The drive was one of the last places where nothing was asked of you except the thing you were doing. You couldn't answer the email. You couldn't check the thread. You could look at the road and think, or not think, and arrive with the twenty minutes behind you as a gap between one part of the day and the next. People used to say they did their best thinking in the car, and I don't think that was a boast. It was what happens when a mind has one simple physical job and nothing else to do.

The buzz took that. Not all at once, and not by anyone's decision. The phone came into the car because it was in your pocket, and it came out of the pocket at the first red light because it always does, and within a year the drive was a place with a phone in it like everywhere else. The dead time was never dead. It was the only quiet you had between the desk and the kitchen, and you've been filling it because the itch made it feel empty.

Here's the thing I'd ask you to notice, and it's an observation rather than a finding. On a drive with the phone out of reach, the first five minutes are restless. The hand goes to the cupholder and finds nothing, and the itch is loud. Then it goes quiet, and the drive becomes what it was, and you arrive in a different state from the one you're used to arriving in. Not rested exactly, but not scattered. You've had twenty minutes of one thing.

I'm not making a case for boredom as a virtue. I'm pointing out that the peek was sold to you as recovering lost time, and that the time wasn't lost. It was the drive. The method in the next chapters gives it back, and that turns out to be a reason people keep the rule that has nothing to do with points or crashes.