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Your turn to text

A short book about letting friendships fade through small delays that nobody intended

27 chapters12,876 wordsAbout 59 minFirst edition

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·Before you startThis is a short book and you can read it in two or three sittings. It's about one habit, which is leaving a friend's message for a better moment, and then…2 min
1The message from TuesdayIt's Sunday evening and you're going through your phone with the vague intention of tidying it. There's a message from a friend. It came on Tuesday. It's…2 min
2Why leaving it makes senseNobody leaves a friend's message for a week because they've decided the friend can wait. They leave it because, at the moment it arrives, answering it is…2 min
3"I'll reply properly later"The meaning-to is sincere. You do intend to reply. If someone asked you on Wednesday whether you were going to answer the message from Tuesday, you'd have…2 min
4"They know I'm busy"You're busy, and your friend knows you're busy, and so the silence, you assume, arrives at their end with a label on it. Busy. Not ignoring me. Not gone…2 min
5"It's their turn"Somewhere in the stretch, the turn appears. You look at the open message and a thought surfaces that isn't quite a reason but works like one. They didn't…2 min
6"It's been too long now"At some point the stretch crosses a line and a new belief takes over from the meaning-to. It's been too long. A reply now would be strange. It would draw…2 min
7"A short reply would look rude"You've thought of just sending something. "Lovely cake. Yes to October, I'll check dates." And you've rejected it, because it's five days late and it's…2 min
8"We'll pick up where we left off"This belief is the kindest one in the book and the most costly. The friendship is old and solid. You've known each other since school, or the first job…2 min
9"Nobody meant anything by it"This is true. You didn't mean anything by the five days. Your friend didn't mean anything by the fortnight before it. Nobody in the whole thinned list of…2 min
10"I haven't got time for friends right now"There are seasons when this is nearly true. A new baby. A parent who's ill. A job that has taken the year. In those seasons the open messages pile up…2 min
11"I'm just not a texter"Some people say this and mean it. They'd rather ring. They hate the way a message strips a voice down to words on a screen, and they find themselves…2 min
12What the friend seesTurn the phone round. Your friend sent the cake on Tuesday. She'd spent the morning on it and was pleased with it, and she sent it to three people, and…2 min
13How the thinning happensIt's worth laying the whole mechanism out once, because the habit depends on each step looking like nothing. A message arrives. You like the friend and…2 min
14The invitation left on readSome open messages are questions, and the question has a date in it. Do you fancy a drink Thursday. Are you around the weekend of the twelfth. We're doing…2 min
15The birthday you missed by a dayThe ninth was their birthday. You knew. You thought of it on the eighth and again at some point on the ninth, and the day went, and on the tenth you saw…2 min
16The friend you haven't seen for a yearAt the far end of the stretch there's a different kind of open message, which is a friend with no message at all. You haven't spoken in a year, or three.…2 min
17What the delay costs youThe book so far has been about the friend's end. This chapter is about yours, because the belief under all of this is that the delay costs you nothing. It…2 min
18Ten years of inchesLook at the list from chapter 1 in a different way. Not the eleven open messages, but the names further back, the ones with no open message because the…2 min
19Two lines todayHere's the method, and it's small. The chapters before this were the reason it's small. A friend's message gets a reply today, and the reply is two lines…2 min
20The turn doesn't existThe second part of the method deals with the stretch that has no open message in it. The friend who sent the last one, or the one where nobody can…2 min
21The catch-up can waitThe third part is for the long stretches, the names from chapter 16 and the back of the list in chapter 18. A year, three years, a friendship that's gone…2 min
22The decisionHere's the rule. A friend's message gets two lines today, and I don't owe a better one. That's it. It isn't a rule about being a better friend, or about…2 min
23The friend who never replies either, the friend abroad, the new baby, the bereavement, the group chat, and when messages are genuinely hardSome situations change the method, and this chapter takes them in turn. The friend who never replies either. You send the line and nothing comes, or a…3 min
24Eleven open messages againIt'll happen. A bad month, a holiday, a stretch of work that ate the evenings, and one Sunday you open the phone and there are eleven open messages and…2 min
25The message from Tuesday, answeredIt's Sunday evening again, a month on. The phone is out because someone's sent something and you've picked it up to answer it, which you did, in two…2 min
·NotesThese notes give the sources behind the claims in each chapter, and say where I'm giving my own interpretation. The book isn't medical advice. If low…6 min